if the top fits.. wear it..
may 6, 2007
current mood: happy
went to greenhills today... after two months of diet torture. i
decided that its time for me to go s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g!!! not only because i
felt like it but because i couldnt wear anything anymore.. every piece of
clothing that i own looks big on me... so.. i saw this nice white off
shoulder peasant top.. i remember dreaming of wearing one since like forever but
because of the fact that i was on the heavy side.. i couldnt... i held it, asked
the lady how much it was.. but what bothered me most is if its gonna fit me.. "wala
bang size toh?" i asked.. "wala, one size lang sha" the sales lady answered..
DAMN! i don't think its gonna fit me.. errr.. and as if reading my mind the
sales lady told me "kasha yan sayo, gusto mo i-try?" i just smiled. i didnt want
to try it on.. i feel awkward kasi.. i was thinking that it really wont fit me,
plus the dressing room was just improvised so its more humiliating if it wont
fit me.. errr.. so.. should i get it or not? she looked honest naman when she
told me na its kasha.. FINE! ill get it.. if it wont fit me, ill just cry and
try to loose more weight until i can finally wear it.. make it my motivation to
lose more weight.. *sighs.. bought a skirt (that's supposed to go with the top)
and this dress that i forgot how they call it pero im sure naman na its gonna
fit me.. (well i tried it on.. lol..) anywayz.. when i got home, i was having
second thoughts if im gonna try it on or not.. di mawala sa isip ko.. paano na
kung di sha kashaaa!! grr i hate it.. another disappointment... after a hanging
out with ivan for a few minutes, i finally decided to try it on.. i went up in
my room, peb was there.. yes.. may moral support.. "peb, paano kung di kasha?"..
"kasha yan ano ba!" ok.. lets get this over and done with.. i took out the top
from the paper bag.. feeling ko nag sign of the cross pa ako lols.. started to
try it on.. shet.. parang maliit ata.. oh no.. nakakaiyak na.. BUT WAIT.. omg..
nasuot ko sha ng maayos.. its not too tight.. not too loose din.. wow.. its..
PERFECT! omg.. i nearly jumped for joy.. i showed it to my sister.. "sabe ko
sayo eh!!" i went down.. called manang tessie and showed it to her.. in other
words, pinakita ko sa lahat ng tao na nasa bahay.. i cant believe it.. i just
cant.. LOL!! i tried on the skirt too, it fits perfectly.. and the other dress..
perfect din.. (though i need something to cover my shoulders pa.. im not the
confident yet.. i know, i still need to find a way to trim down my arms and
shoulders) but nevertheless.. it looks good on me... talk about boosing your
self confidence!! i know, i know, im making such a big fuss about it, but if
you're someone who lost 28 pounds in just 2 months and finally living her life
to the fullest, then you'll understand.. lol..
anyazhantal.com
may 4, 2008
current mood: sick 
finally, my site is up. but im not feeling well... i still need to manually transfer all of my past blog entries from my old blog.. that's gonna take a while. thanks to clydee.. on another usually hot and boring day, and after showing him banners that i made for his oz-amo thingy, he asked me to save it in my ftp account that he created for me years agooo.. lol.. i got so excited and decided to transfer my blog there. lol.. i think clydee realized how excited i was so he bought me my own domain name.. coolness right? and just extreme luck. lol
ive been messing around with adobe image ready this past few days and im learning so much stuff. i think it's such an underrated program. im really beginning to love it so much.
moving along, im thinking of taking up culinary classes. i checked out websites of culinary schools here and for me, CCA in katipunan seems to be the most promising. i still dont know yet.. theres an entrance exam scheduled on may 19.. i have to decide soon..
mar and arthur spent the day here yesterday.. twas fun.. havent spent time with them for a long time now.. updates, updates, updates.. *giggles. made me realize how much i miss them. before calling it a day, we agreed to go to subic on saturday.. yey! day trip.. i still want to go to batangas though. :(
oh wells..